Listening to: Yiruma's piano songs
I'm sad. I lost a friend and I don't even know why. I didn't know him outside of dA, but Gary was a dear friend who was always there, supporting and being a friend. I loved reading his poetry, they were so beautiful and so well written and so amazing, no matter what the subject they were always so wonderful, and I hate that I didn't read more of them, that I didn't save them somewhere where I could always read them. I'm really sad, especially because I think he left here because he wasn't well, because someone hurt him, because he was hurting and sad, and didn't say a word about it. I'm so sad I didn't even get to say goodbye, and I would give so much to get him back, I would love to get to talk to him even one more time.
I'm so sad I'm not angry at those who drove him away, I'm just sad that they don't have real friends and real love in their life so they pick on others, I'm sad they have to live with the knowledge they hurt someone badly. I don't wish them well, but I hope they stop hurting people.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't a friend good enough to keep him here, I'm sorry people won't get to read his poetry, and I'm sorry I lost him.